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Tuesday, September 18, 2007
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12:13 AM
I've abandoned my blog for quite sometime already. Now I'm back to leave a post. My cousin and auntie was here since last friday. And only today I accompanied them the whole day. Went to chinatown and shopped around. The cheongsams are so attractive!! Anyway, I bought a new sports bra for only $24.60! Fun Fit brand from OG. Not bad, hot pink colour. If its comfortable I'll buy a few more next time I go there. haha!
Anyway, my boyfriend and I have been arguing quite alot. I'm beginning to see so clearly that we are having lesser things in common. The things we used to do together are just entertainment to make each other happy. Now, he just dreads about everything. We seldom goes out together these days, we could even not meet up for more than a week. Worse, he won't even let me complete my sentence on the phone. Find it so difficult to communicate with him...I'm starting to feel so distanced from him. He seems to want to change me into another person whom I'm not and I hate it. I don't know, I'm not happy!! With or without him I'm not happy. I miss our pass, when we're both so happy with just sitting beside each other. My heart sunk deep whenever I saw other loving couples of my age..
Tell me,
how did we fell in love 1 year 3 months and 12 days ago?
How deep was our love for each other?
How much more longer could we hold on?
Where is our happiness?
How deep was our love for each other?
How much more longer could we hold on?
Where is our happiness?
Sunday, July 29, 2007
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1:04 PM
Yea, its another weekend. Nothing much happened in my life. Don't feel like blogging lately..Exams and Exams and Exams. Nothing but Exams. All the best to everyone!
And yes!!! My mom's treat is going to end soon. One more week or radiotherapy. haha!! Very happy for her as she really gone through alot, physically and emotionally. I just hope that everything will go according as planned and soon she'll be up and jumping around. It just hurts to see her suffering like this, not eating well and burnt neck, etc. Recover fast mom!!!
Sunday, July 22, 2007
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1:18 AM
Goodness, I just had dinner only (in the middle of the night!). Today was another boring weekend. I thought I'll get the Macdonald print advertisement job on friday but last minutes they told me someone else is going to do it job. So retarded. Than I ended up touring at singapore river with my classmates and teacher. Quite fun though, mad class and mad people. haha. Joking that if we ever got separated during the tour, than it'll be own time own target until 11pm. Meet 11pm at The Cannery. LOL!!! Took alot of photos again..but I don't feel like uploading it cause it'll take forever to do so. Than school wasn't that bad so far. Gossips and gossips. But I don't gossips that much. They did the talking, I listen nia.. =P
My life is so boring! Wanted to ask people out but everyone seems to be having their own activities. Tomorrow I'm going to meet my sweetie boyfriend!!!! YES! He is doing his duty today, so we didn't meet up. But, so what if we did meet up? We'll be doing nothing at his house or my house. So boring!! He don't want to go out because he is tired. sigh...what in the world should I do?
Saturday, July 14, 2007
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6:45 PM
At a blink of the eye, a week has gone. My first week of school was fine. Teachers can't wait to start recap and teach us things. Exams is just next week, so stressful. But Still had some fun in school, especially on Wednesday (my birthday). haha!! Didn't expect my classmates to celebrate for me with 3 slices of simple cakes and a candle. Received lots of birthday wishes from them and other friends via msn, sms and friendster. Thnx peeps! That evening went out with my boyfriend to paragon's fish and co have dinner. Enjoy 10% off as I'm having birthday on that day, free compliment ice cream from them too!! But, very embarrassing as they announce to the whole restaurant (full house somemore) that I'm celebrating my birthday that day and sang me birthday song. haha!! Very happy lah. After the dinner my boyfriend wanted to buy wallet for me but too bad, didn't see a single I like. So headed to S&K at lucky plaza to buy the jumper I like using the money my dad gave me as a present. HEHE! The female staff let me enjoy her staff discount you know!! I don't know the female staff there and yet she let me enjoy the 30% discount!! How great is she. The jumper cost $69 and its new arrival, after discount is $48.30. lol! After that, my boyfriend duped me to his house saying that his mom got cook my share of dinner. But little did I know that his mom and sister prepared a little cake cutting ceremony for me. haha! They bought the cake from Mariott Hotel, bought a Cheongsam like dress and a suspender skirt for me. Thank you!! Didn't went to tkd training that day too..anyway training cancelled due to after grading break. But those who are preparing for competition still has training on that day. I'M NOT INVOLVED
My birthday cake from Hana and Juaini 
Making wishes
Seafood platter for 2 and Salmon collar 
My salmon collar
We can't finish the food!! 
My cookies and chip ice cream from Fish and Co. 
My candles infested cake from his family. lolAnyway, thursday I received a call from my modeling agency (after 3 long years!) saying that they have a assignment for me. A print ad for Macdonald. Asking if I'm free to go down for interview that day or friday. I went down for the interview on friday lor, not interview actually..they just ask if I'm free on next thursday and friday or one of the 2 days if chosen to do the shoot. Wrote my name, age, agency and the days I'm free down than they took a few photos of me (2 face, 1 half body and 1 full body). Than say the agency will contact me if I'm confirm for this assignment. I wonder how long I'll wait lor..anyway got a bad feeling I won't get this job. haha!! Because I can feel my face cramping up when the photographer was taking my photos. I'm not comfortable posing for a stranger la..thats why. Moreover, I've never done modeling before..a total noob I am. Still ask me to pose like those in the magazines..
My saturday is wasted just like this, been at home the whole day doing nothing much. Just come online chatted with whoever chats with me in msn. Loggin to my WLNY account and chatted for a while. I don't know why, just feel so bored at home. NOTHING INTERESTING TO DO ONLINE LOR!!!!!!
Friday, July 06, 2007
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5:05 PM
A Conclusion Of My June Holidays
Yes, my holidays are ending. And NO! I did not have much fun during this holidays.
-No Sun, sea, sand outing.
-No crazy shopping.
-No malaysia visit to grandparents
-NO FREEDOM!
The only places I've been to is
hospital-
orchard-
Clark quay-
hospital-
orchard-
Clark quay-
I just spend my whole holidays in and out of hospital accompanying my mom. You guys must be thinking, "aww..how filial". BUT I'M NOT THAT MATURE ENOUGH TO SPEND THE STUPID HOLIDAYS I LOOKED FORWARD TO FOR SO LONG AND JUST CANCEL EVERY PLAN I MADE BECAUSE OF THE HOSPITAL TRIPS! I HATE MY LIFE. I hate it. I hate it when everyone is just having fun while I'm just stuck in the hospital or at home. I hate the sun shining so brightly. I hate the great singapore sales. I hate it when my siblings always go out even on weekends thinking that I'll always be at home. They didn't bother to stay at home even during the weekend when they have no work or school and let me have a break. Saturday my sister at home and sunday my brother at home. NO, THEY'LL NEVER STAY AT HOME. I ALSO NEVER HEAR THEM OFFERING THEMSELVES TO ACCOMPANY MY MOM TO THE HOSPITAL. I think I'm the only child my mom has. I hate them. Just because I happened to be on holidays doesn't mean I have to go through all these alone. HOLIDAYS ARE MY BREAK TIME! They only thought about themselves, never spared a thought for me, my mom. My brother, always seen no where at home. We all has to be home by 11.30pm at night and every night without fail, he'll be home later than that. Same goes to my sister too. FUCK THEM.
My class outing was held on Wednesday and I didn't turn up. Anyway, I wasn't keen on going. The whole holiday is going to end and NOT A SINGLE PERSON asked me out. Such classmates. I know some of them will read my blog. I know you'll regard me as a geek and feel offended. I can't be bothered. School is starting soon, I wondering how many lessons am I going to skip this term. How will I score this term..
I have endless things to complain about. I TOTALLY HATE MY LIFE. My head is bursting
Sunday, July 01, 2007
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8:49 PM
Yesterday attended the NDP07 rehearsal. Its wasn't as good as expected lor. Other than the army thinggy, the rest is just too artistic for me. haha!! I think its just boring lah, the whole event. I took some pictures
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Anyway, today is a boring day yet again. Did nothing much at home, went no where but the bus stop near my house there and colloect durians. Got cut by the durians some more!!! So poor thing right? haha! Than suddenly I got very bad stomaches, my whole body just went jellied and i kept on sweating. All these happened and I don't know why..But now I'm feeling much better already. =) Hope tomorrow will be a better day.
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
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2:02 PM
My mom is discharged from the hospital yesterday afternoon. She came home after her radiotherapy treatment. So boring, I'm loosing my patience. Anyway, yesterday I went to hospital alone to pick her up. Brought her lunch and packed her stuffs. blah blah blah...and got home. Everything is alright.
Today I'm still so tired. I could really use a good day of rest. Off my mobile, lock the doors, put a sign "SILENCE AND BEWARE OF TIRED WOMAN GO MAD". But I know..this is impossible, my mom will somehow come and disturb me. Hence, later I got to go to school already. Count the stupid equipments. Sigh..if today training ends like 11pm, I'll go nuts. Tomorrow I still got to go to the hospital and spend the whole day there. Can't sleep, can watch tv but cannot hear it. So boring..Someone save me!!!!!!!!
But ok lah...lately my boyfriend has been a goodboy. He knows I must be very sian, thats why no matter how tired he is after his work he'll still come and find me. =)