And yes!!! My mom's treat is going to end soon. One more week or radiotherapy. haha!! Very happy for her as she really gone through alot, physically and emotionally. I just hope that everything will go according as planned and soon she'll be up and jumping around. It just hurts to see her suffering like this, not eating well and burnt neck, etc. Recover fast mom!!!
My life is so boring! Wanted to ask people out but everyone seems to be having their own activities. Tomorrow I'm going to meet my sweetie boyfriend!!!! YES! He is doing his duty today, so we didn't meet up. But, so what if we did meet up? We'll be doing nothing at his house or my house. So boring!! He don't want to go out because he is tired. sigh...what in the world should I do?
My birthday cake from Hana and Juaini
Making wishes
Seafood platter for 2 and Salmon collar
My salmon collar
We can't finish the food!!
My cookies and chip ice cream from Fish and Co.
My candles infested cake from his family. lolAnyway, thursday I received a call from my modeling agency (after 3 long years!) saying that they have a assignment for me. A print ad for Macdonald. Asking if I'm free to go down for interview that day or friday. I went down for the interview on friday lor, not interview actually..they just ask if I'm free on next thursday and friday or one of the 2 days if chosen to do the shoot. Wrote my name, age, agency and the days I'm free down than they took a few photos of me (2 face, 1 half body and 1 full body). Than say the agency will contact me if I'm confirm for this assignment. I wonder how long I'll wait lor..anyway got a bad feeling I won't get this job. haha!! Because I can feel my face cramping up when the photographer was taking my photos. I'm not comfortable posing for a stranger la..thats why. Moreover, I've never done modeling before..a total noob I am. Still ask me to pose like those in the magazines..
My saturday is wasted just like this, been at home the whole day doing nothing much. Just come online chatted with whoever chats with me in msn. Loggin to my WLNY account and chatted for a while. I don't know why, just feel so bored at home. NOTHING INTERESTING TO DO ONLINE LOR!!!!!!
Yes, my holidays are ending. And NO! I did not have much fun during this holidays.
-No Sun, sea, sand outing.
-No crazy shopping.
-No malaysia visit to grandparents
-NO FREEDOM!
hospital-
orchard-
Clark quay-
I just spend my whole holidays in and out of hospital accompanying my mom. You guys must be thinking, "aww..how filial". BUT I'M NOT THAT MATURE ENOUGH TO SPEND THE STUPID HOLIDAYS I LOOKED FORWARD TO FOR SO LONG AND JUST CANCEL EVERY PLAN I MADE BECAUSE OF THE HOSPITAL TRIPS! I HATE MY LIFE. I hate it. I hate it when everyone is just having fun while I'm just stuck in the hospital or at home. I hate the sun shining so brightly. I hate the great singapore sales. I hate it when my siblings always go out even on weekends thinking that I'll always be at home. They didn't bother to stay at home even during the weekend when they have no work or school and let me have a break. Saturday my sister at home and sunday my brother at home. NO, THEY'LL NEVER STAY AT HOME. I ALSO NEVER HEAR THEM OFFERING THEMSELVES TO ACCOMPANY MY MOM TO THE HOSPITAL. I think I'm the only child my mom has. I hate them. Just because I happened to be on holidays doesn't mean I have to go through all these alone. HOLIDAYS ARE MY BREAK TIME! They only thought about themselves, never spared a thought for me, my mom. My brother, always seen no where at home. We all has to be home by 11.30pm at night and every night without fail, he'll be home later than that. Same goes to my sister too. FUCK THEM.
My class outing was held on Wednesday and I didn't turn up. Anyway, I wasn't keen on going. The whole holiday is going to end and NOT A SINGLE PERSON asked me out. Such classmates. I know some of them will read my blog. I know you'll regard me as a geek and feel offended. I can't be bothered. School is starting soon, I wondering how many lessons am I going to skip this term. How will I score this term..
I have endless things to complain about. I TOTALLY HATE MY LIFE. My head is bursting
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