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Saturday, April 21, 2007
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7:39 PM
This afternoon, my boyfriend broke up with me. He said that its better for us to break p as he don't want to hurt me even more. I know that he is under alot of stress, he shouts at me alot of times but I'll not leave him so easily. Why do he have to chose to leave me? I know its kind of sudden, but both of us have been having trouble within ourselves since few months ago.
I don't know..his choice to leave me. I cried and cried and cried, as though my eyes will flow out with my tears any moment. Than after that he told me he regretted it, those words that he said. I was stunned! What am I to him? I'm not a dog whom he say come than I'll or go than I'll go...I really don't know what to reply. I didn't reply. I just want to say that if he really wants me, show it to me. PROVE IT THAT YOU WANT ME! Whether am I too good for you I know it (if you're nto good for me i'll ditched you long ago)...I'm just disappointed, sad and broken hearted.
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
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4:51 PM
I went to malaysia last last friday all the way until last thursday midnight. Woah..what i love about the trip is maddness sale! Bought so many things there..
- 2 pairs shorts
-1 pair of lazy pants
- 1 micro miniskirt
- 6 tops!!!!
- 2 pairs of shoes
and lastly......alot alot alot of biscuits
Bought so much that I almost can't carry it back home. haha! The trip was not bad, my cousin wanted to bring me to their LADIES' NIGHT on thursday night..but too bad I've reached singapore already. LOL!! Wasted..I wanted to see how their ladies' night is..
This morning woke up kind of early just to go see doctor at jurong polyclinic!
You know how long I spent there? from 10am++ all the way until 1.30pm. SO LONG!!!!! The doctor made me speechless..one look of me, he knows that I don't loook normal..he told me that my lower eye lids look abit sagging, lighter than normal. haha!! But I ate alot, especially in malaysia (food haven!). He ask me measure my weight and I'm totally STUNNED! I used to be 40kg-42kg, but when I measured my weigh today I'm only 37 kg!!!!! OH MY GOODNESS! He told me that I have trambling hands and legs is because I'm disgnosed with THYROTOXICOSIS. what a complicated name. lolx. heres a link for youguys to know roughly whats its about.
http://www.medinfo.co.uk/conditions/thyrotoxicosis.html
(No wonder I'm feeling like jelly! My condition is quite bad..)
(No wonder I'm feeling like jelly! My condition is quite bad..)
He sent me to the lab and a lady doctor draw my blood out for some test (don't kow what test). Woah..she poke my arm 2 times! The first time was on left hand after she poke it in shovel the needle under my skin around, she told me that she lost the vein. -.-! So pain! Than I changed hand. And agine she search for my vein before poking the needle in, after the needle went in, the vein almost lost again! PHEW~~!!!!!! It took her quite sometime for her to draw my blood. haha! But this kind of thing happened not the first time already, during sec 3 the hipertitiste B blood test took my blood too and the nurse poke me 2 times too! And after that I got blueblack for a week. haha! The doctor prescribed me a week of medicine, PROPRANOLOL. And I was scheduled to come back next monday afternoon again for the blood test result. The first day of school and I just saw the letter sent by my school saying that the principle wanted to talk to us from 3.30pm to 5.30pm. What a nag, talk so long. haha! Whatever..anyway I'm coming back for appointment scheduled at 3.20pm.
Next tuesday, I'm going to skin centre to remove those ugly dots growing on the base of my feet. My appointment was early in the morning 9.50am the nurse told me to come earlier for registration and staff..sigh. Than tuesday I got CCA fair for the new intake. No choice I could only go to shool after the appointment.
I'M A SICK PERSON!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOO-HOOOO~~!!!