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Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Y
2:52 PM
Christmas Eve:
Boyfriend came to my house. Surprised me with a present. So cute of him. haha. Its a dress he bought for me. So nice although abit loose. I was already dressed when he reached, he demanded that I change into the dress he gave me. LOL!! So changed into that and went to orchard with him. Took neoprint and laminated it. Very pretty. Drizzling outside so walked awhile and went back to jurong area in the evening. Went to his house than waited for him to change. After that went to Rui Yan's BBQ, met my secondary school friends and had fun. Left the place at 11pm and walked home with boyfriend. Watched tv and fell asleep with boyfriend beside me. =D
The dress he bought for me. Christmas Day:
Nothing much, I slept until the afternoon than wake up. Drank shark fin soup my mom brought home last night and watch christmas cartoons on kids central. Its raining, felt so sleepy and again we slept. haha. All the way to 4+ or 5+. Boyfriend went home left me at home did nothing. Slacked the whole day, also forgot what I did.
Day After Christmas:
Nothing to blog about, normal day.
Yesterday:
As per normal, woke up in the afternoon. My cousin called and woke me up. She came from KL to Singapore and she wanted to visit my mom today. Asked me what time she coming home and how to get to my house. Tld her and went to brush my teeth, eat something and watched cartoon. So boring, going to rain soon. Did alot of things while waiting for her to come. Don't know what time she'll coming. haha. Online, listen to music, bath, eat, etc. Than mom came home. My turn to go out buy something to eat. haha. Bought Smarties chocolate from NTUC and laksa. I forgot to bring my phone out so never mind about it. haha. nothign important anyway. When I reached home, 2 missed calls. 1 unknown and other from boyfriend. The unknown was from my cousin. My mom told me tat she is coming now and tell to go wait for her at the bus stop. I didn't manage to finish my laksa and went down. Came back, my laksa wasn't that nice anymroe, no mood to eat and pour the leftover away. After I ate my laksa, they wanted to go eat dinner. damn. anyway just like this. the eat theirs i only eat dessert. While eating, a girl from the Information counter called and told me they found my wallet!!! HURRAAAY!!! I went to retrieve my wallet while they are still eating. Its indeed my wallet. All was nto gone except for my cash. After that wwent shopping. I bought a pair of movie tickets (Curse of the Golden Flower) and mom bought couisin a pair of shoes. Met my boyfriend and they went off. We watched the lousy movie and headed home. raining, actually wanted to walk home..too bad
Today:
Woke up in the afternon again. Don't know why, I set my alarm at 10am, I woke up at 12.30pm my alarm was off. hmmmm......Anway, nothing much. Super pissed off. My blind brother hang the clothes out when its going to rain. idiot. Than Its so heavey I can't keep it in. I don't get it why he got to hang it out in the first place. HE IS SUCH A IDIOT! Than Ididn't keep all in, my mom came home first thing scold me. why the clothes like this liek that, yak yak yak. Everything became my fault again. So vindicated. FUCKED. Going for training soon. Not in the mood today.
Sunday, December 24, 2006
Y
3:05 AM
Firstly I would like to say
Sorry My Boy, Truely Sorry.
I know I've been a bad girl. I didn't mean to hurt you the way I do..I'm hurting too, seeing you like the way you are last night. Don't say you don't care, don't care about everything. I'm not like her, I love you. Not only for now but for always. =( Its not your fault for loosing my wallet, its my fault didn't even checking it every now and than. I should said those things and hurt you.Last Christmas,
I had a hell of fun with Winson, Kumar and Eugene!! The four of us, we got to know each other on christmas eve at Shawn's church thing (except for winson and kumar, they are already friends before that). The world is so small. Eugene and winson actually know each other, same factory work place if I didn't remember wrongly. haha. AND our Eugene here, he looks like sylvestier from the first season of Singapore Idol. LOL!!!
We went to town after the church and ate. We reached there slightly before midnight and while eating at KFC, etc. I'll copy down the post from my previous blog a show you guys. haha. Kind of lazy to type so much.
After the Church we took train actually going home, but I kind of plead my mom to let me hang around with friends longer and my mom agreed!! yeah! Than we head to town. but stopped at cityhall, alot of people so we deciede to walk to orchard. unfortunately we got lost and wondered around clark quey and some other uloo places. long long time later we found a familiar bus stop and took bus 190 to our destination. haha. but though we got lost, it was fun...talking about the church thing and stuffs like sinners, liers, retribution, etc. lolx..
The first thing we did was went to eat as our star, Eugene (selvester look alike) was extremely hungry. Settled at Far East Plaza's Fast Food Restaurent. I think we reached town just few mins before midnight. haha. While he ws eatting maddness was going on outside! Spraying and running! Luckily we were inside not outside. After that we thought of buying some sprays too and join in the fun but darn the spray sold at that place was so EX!! $10 per can!! aiyoh!! so we walked on towards The Hereen and challenge see who can manage to stay clean the longest. haha!! End up no t long later 3 out of 4 of us got sprayed. Than we decided to sabo the clean one, Kumar...borrowed a can from a passer by and chase him!!! LOL!! Ended up looking like a snow man. hehe!! Evil~. Continued walking, saw some people completely behaving like a spoilt brat. The whole street was spraying and shouting, if really want to stay clean than they shouldn't appear there that night. When they got Sprayed at, they were nasty. Such Spoilers. Than another type of spoilers are people who finish spraying threw the can at others. GrRrRr~! Anyway, the fun still managed to overwhelm us. At a point of our journey through orchard, Winson got sprayed badly!! HAHA! I think got 5 or 6 people attacking him one. lolx..and the 3 of us just watched as we ran out of spray. Really, he beame a instant snowman. hehehe!!! should have taken a pic of the instant snowman. We played about 5 cans in total. I think..
The first thing we did was went to eat as our star, Eugene (selvester look alike) was extremely hungry. Settled at Far East Plaza's Fast Food Restaurent. I think we reached town just few mins before midnight. haha. While he ws eatting maddness was going on outside! Spraying and running! Luckily we were inside not outside. After that we thought of buying some sprays too and join in the fun but darn the spray sold at that place was so EX!! $10 per can!! aiyoh!! so we walked on towards The Hereen and challenge see who can manage to stay clean the longest. haha!! End up no t long later 3 out of 4 of us got sprayed. Than we decided to sabo the clean one, Kumar...borrowed a can from a passer by and chase him!!! LOL!! Ended up looking like a snow man. hehe!! Evil~. Continued walking, saw some people completely behaving like a spoilt brat. The whole street was spraying and shouting, if really want to stay clean than they shouldn't appear there that night. When they got Sprayed at, they were nasty. Such Spoilers. Than another type of spoilers are people who finish spraying threw the can at others. GrRrRr~! Anyway, the fun still managed to overwhelm us. At a point of our journey through orchard, Winson got sprayed badly!! HAHA! I think got 5 or 6 people attacking him one. lolx..and the 3 of us just watched as we ran out of spray. Really, he beame a instant snowman. hehehe!!! should have taken a pic of the instant snowman. We played about 5 cans in total. I think..Planned to stay there overnight but I can't...mom called me go home. boring. Really don't wish to go home so early...but I can't. Walked a long way to find a night rider bus stop further up as we might get some place to sit...but almost got lost again, walked the wrong way. The houses we walked passed was very uloo!!! like haunted house, those seened in movie "The Maid". lolx...amazing, we got so much to talk about. talked all the way back to my house area and I parted with them. They sent me to under my block and slack around my house area. sorry guys, spoilt your mood. haha. Than morning around 6am it rained heavily. Think they went home at aro und that time. For me, I reached home way early like about 3.30am. Bathed and had a hard time washing my hair! lolx..and went to bed with ym hair wet. Can't bother much as I've got nothing interesting to do soon tired and went to bed. 8am breakfast cancelled as the rain the tiredness. Now hungry...hehe!! kidding.
Thats how I spent my last christmas. With 3 of these lovely people. =D I missed them so much. I wish the fun will reply again this year.
Happy 1st Anniversary Guys!!!
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Friday, December 22, 2006
Y
8:41 PM
I don't know why I lost my wallet. I had responsibility. After using it I put it right back where it is safe..
Last night, my nephew, boyfriend and I went to jurong point and watch a movie (Eragon) at 9.50pm. The first thing we reached Jurong point was go toilet as my nephew want to loo. After that we went to buy the ticket for the movie. My boyfriend paid for my share and my nephew paid for his. After that I took out my wallet and chipped in $5 for the popcorn set while my boyfriend paid for the balance. I put my wallet imediately back into my bag after paying for the popcorn set and zipped it up. Handed it over to my boyfriend to carry it for me all the way until into the cinema.
We found our seat and sat down. Took out the jackets and wear. Somehow, my boyfriend dropped my bag onto the floor under the seat with the zip still WIDE OPEN and the whole back upside down. The cinema was already so dark, we can't see a thing. He just picked up the bag and we continue watching the movie. Too engrossed into it. I forgot completely about my valuables inside my bag, I thought they are safe..So I didn't bother to check the floor. Maybe my thoughts are wrong.
During the movie, my boyfriend passed me the bag to hold and than took it back to take the packet of tibit out to eat. Everything went smoothly, nothing dropped.
When the movie ended, the 3 of us just went off happily without even checking if we left anything behind. How careless. We rushed down the stairs and went to the toilet again. Before we reach the toilet we took our jacket off and wanted to keep it into the bag. So fold it up and sqeeze and digged into the bag while walking. Don't know if my wallet was dropped at that time.
I didn't realise I lost my wallet until this even cause we didn't take the bus home. We walkd home just the save some money and enjoy the wind. Reached home at 12+am and rot until 3.30am than fell asleep.
Woke up this morning at 7.45am don't know why. Sleepy but couldn't fall asleep. Did house work all day long. Than late afternoon, 5.45pm, mom say want to go out eat sushi for dinner. Got ready everything and than I couldn't find my wallet.
Searched everywhere and called my boyfriend asked about the wallet. He didn't seen it. Than we traced back where could it have been lost.
1) in the cinema when the bag dropped
2) while walking to the toilet after the movie
He told me to call the police and repot lost about my wallet. But the police say ask the person in charge where I lost my wallet first. Went to jurong point on my own (boyfriend still working) and asked the cinema guy and the information couter girl. They both didn't found any wallet and told me to fill up a form. Say they'll inform me when they foud the wallet.
Reached home called the police wanted to report lost, really couldn't find it. He asked me if I had any credit card or ATM card inside. I said yes, ATM. Than he told me to suspand the card first than go down to the police station to report lost wallet personally.
Online find the bank customer service hotline and suspanded my card. She told me to bring my passport with me to any branch is I want to make a new card. The card will get on the spot with new pin.
Went to the police station..1 officer, 3 person. I waited outside the station while waiting for my boyfriend to come. Waited for so long until I got stomache, kept on wanting to shit. Finally, The officer is free for me and my boyfriend came just in time. Made the report. He told me the IC can at most wait for 14 days. After the 14 days still can't find the must go down to ICA building to make new IC with the police report. But if can't wait also can go and make first. Sigh...
Now, waiting for the phone call hopefully someone find it and return. My important property is inside the wallet sia.
- I/C
- Ez link card
- ATM
- Cash (luckily less than $10, not alot)
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Y
2:57 AM
Just now, a guy in WLNY messaged me saying care to make friends as per normal. So after replying him something I just viewed his profile. A typical not bad looking guy..In the profile I saw a group photo of he and his friends under a blk at night. That photo contains a very familiar face.
The face of Jia Jun
The glance of the guy in the photo reminds me of him (though I'm not sure if its really him). He was a ex boyfriend of mine. We broke last november which was like a year ago. We aren't together for as long as you people thought I was to dwell so much in those time. I don't know why, maybe because he really did hurt me real deep that time.
I remember that paticular night...
Its late already and I got to get home asap. He didn't want to send me home as he's tired. I know he works and he is tired. We're both busy in the day and we could only see each other at night. At night, I got curfew. So, the time to see him wasn't long. I was missing him so much. My area has alot of foreign workers (banglahs), he don't care about my safety?
I know comparing is bad but I can't help to do so.
Why other guys can send their girlfriends home no matter what and he can't?
I don't know, before that our relationship was already on the rock. That night was the last straw. We quarelled and he unwillingly walked me home. Not a single word was said the whole journey. Not even a goodbye before the lift closes its door. Nothing.
I saw him sitting under my block, he looks depressed and angry. That look in his face, it really hurts me alot. Before he left, I saw him typing a message. I know it was for me. He sent it and left. I looked at him from my unit until I couldn't see him. Every step he took, the smaller he goes, all the way until he vanish down the corner of the block. I read the message after that, I broke down. He says I treat guys like fuck, I don't understand guys. Lets break up. My world came tumbling down. The tears falls as my heart break. He really hurts me deep. All that I did for him, all the love I gave him..
I guess because of the hurt he caused me, I remember him clearly
His eyes, his smile, his touch, his words, his love, his hurt.
Monday, December 18, 2006
Y
12:02 AM
I'm in such a foul mood today!!! GRrRRrRRrr!!!!
Raining ever since in the morning, was suppose to bring my nephew to the zoo, but because of the rain, we can't go. Than my boyfriend ask me to go orchard for a walk. Damn, rain like shit there, wet heels and walked bare footed along the whole of orchard. luckily I didn't put make up before going out today, if not I'll really curse and swear. haha. I went to the toilet just to use the hand dryer to dry my heels!! Feet so cold..
Anyway, nothing much today. Wanted to buy hand socks (so that I don't need to bring jacket) at only $10 but boyfriend said walk around first maybe we'll find something cheaper and better. Walked walked walked and didn't buy it... Argh!
Idiot, I think I'll bark and bite at anyone who comes near me and piss me off. HAHAHAHA!!!
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Y
12:11 AM
I think I scratched myself too hard 2 days ago resulting in a cut quite long. I don't know what to do as the pain has been there since than AND tomorrow I'll be having my taekwondo training!!! I can't do big actions as it'll be extremely painful. I have problem peeing, shitting and sometimes even sitting down and walking. What should I do?! I don't have the money to see doctor, don't know which doctor would be better and the cut is not the normal cut you people think.
Saturday, December 09, 2006
Y
12:23 AM
WAH!!!! I really got so much to say man!!
Exams:
Wednesday, I got my Principles of Purchasing CA at LT4. There was 3 classes cramped into one small little lecture theater!!! Stupid, some of us got no where to sit so we got the previliage of sitting anywhere. haha! So I took the liberty of sitting beside my GPA 4 friend, Kah Fai. Than beside me was another malay, which I don't know his name. LOL!! I told Kah Fai to help me in the test incase I got alot of questions with unknown answers. And told the Malay guy too. But during the paper, only me and the malay guy discussed the answers. Got 1 question I wrote the answer wrong and he actually kind of push my albow, whispered and show me the right ANSWER!!! WAHAHA!!! So good. Than another question he don't know I showed him my answer. Got some questions I think for a long time than got the answer you know!!! OMG, brain cells die so much. haha! Than my poor friend, Kah Fai, got caught for telling the guy infront answers! I pity him, they are so obvious. lolx. Anyway, the teacher say let them off as they are only first time offenders.
Thursday was my Warehouse & Inventory Management CA. FUCK, I overslept again. Was suppose to leave my house at 10.15am for the 12pm paper. I was late. Took MRT to TanahMerah station and took cab. Reach school at 12.10pm, paper started. The fucking paper wrote that the exam venue will be at B02-07, so ran there. Saw that MEATBALL Anothny The walking around. The first thing he did upon seeing me was shout, "HEY, WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? YOU'RE SUPPOSE TO AT LT3. WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?" I was shocked, already late and went to the wrong class somemore. So, I just turn and rushed off to the right place without quarelling with him. The meatball didn't see me run and he raised his voice again, "HEY, YOU'RE LATE ALREADY YOU KNOW. DON'T YOU CARE ABOUT YOUR EXAM?!" I was like what the fuck. No energy, no mood. How do he expect me to run? Crazy monkey. AND I REALLY DON'T WANT TO CARE ABOUT MY EXAM if this module still sucks like hell. ARGH!!! fucker. Reached the Lt3 at 12.15, almost missed my exam. Spoil my mood for that day. Didn't talk much. After the paper, met up with the rest outside LT3 and went to eat. Starving already. Than "Kan Jiong" Kah Fai saw the teacher at the cafeteria and went to "chit chat" with him. After chatting, he told me that the teacher is only giving him a pass for cheating during the paper. SO BAD!!! The teacher didn't deliver what he said. What a bad day.
BUT after that left the group and went to levander bought a HAMMOCK home for the purpose of relaxation. Spend 2 hours packing, cleaning and tieing and VOA LA! Its done. WAHAHA. Something to be happy about. Lying there is really stress relieving!!
Ah~~~shiok.
Pulverised Princess
Monday, December 04, 2006
Y
3:22 PM
OH MY GOODNESS!!! The noises are driving me NUTS!!!! I got 2 more CA papers to sit for DO THEY KNOW? HOW TO STUDY????!!
I wonder which idiot owner is that can't they start work later!!! 2 houses renovating!! Above and under my UNIT!!! Surround sound system. I can't study as well as can't sleep. I regret not going to school today. In school at least I can get away from these noises, the drillings and knockings. AND kindof study abit here and there.
Anyway, I'm going out!!! To where? I'm not sure either...MUST GET OUT!!!!!
Pulverised Princess