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Wednesday, November 29, 2006 Y
1:54 AM
I don't know why, I love this song. Its original song wasn't that bad but kind of boring. Rock version is better.
Heres a link:
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=1491516901670441597
This guy is good at this song...although a little action. =D

I told Jun Jie just now that if my friends played this song at my wedding day, I'll be a happy bride!! Don't need any gift as a blessing, I'm happy enough with this song. haha. Just love it, its so romantic.


Another version of the wedding March, not axactly what I wanted but its interesting too.





Pulverised Princess

Monday, November 27, 2006 Y
10:48 PM
Actually my day wasn't that bad to start with. But somehow, things took a bad turn during SW lesson in school. Its raining so our SW was held in the Indoor Sports Hall. There were 3 classes sharing the hall and we were allowed to play basketball, fresbee, floorball & street soccor.

I very much wanted to play basketball, but they were playing with the engineering students and kind of serious too. So I changed and sat there until kahfai ask me to join the next game (ps. i was late, thats why next game). The game..IT SUCKED!!! I played like I wasn't there. A game of 4 vs 4 basketball, my team didn't see me except for one. what the hell. Than in the game i look so extra. Didn't have fun. I can't take it anymore left the game 1/2 way. How to play like this.especially for someone who don't know how to play basketball. fucking game.

I went to join the others at floorball. I walked passed a group of girls playing fresbee and was almost hit by the fresbee. After walking passed the girls,

PAAAMMMM!!!!

A soccor ball hit me!!! I felt as though I was about to be knocked out at that time. Fell hard onto the floor, thus using my right hand to break the fall. Results: Headache, Handache. The bones somewhere around my elbow hurts alot...even until now, as I type.
(I know lah, the ball is round anything could happened. So, I complained..but I don't really blame him lah.Moreover he did apologise)

Never mind, went to lockers there to sit as no ball games was going on there. Quite Safe. Chatted with Hana. She also had a bad day. lolx. She was the only one who came to me other than the teacher and the person who hit me when I was down in the hall. The rest just stared. Kinda disappointed. From the SW, I know roughly what kind of classmates I got this time.

Anyway, when reach home at night..I found my bettafish dead in the jar!! My poor fish!! I know he has something wrong already when he didn't eat yesterday and kept on speeding around in the jar like a MADDY. He was a gift from my boyfriend...

1 hour SW
2 unhappy experience
plus my fish died.

Pulverised Princess

Friday, November 24, 2006 Y
6:17 PM
Is it you who has changed?
or
I'm the one too demanding?

You were the one who said will accompany me
But now,
You're the one who dreads about the this.

Where were you when I needed you?
With your brothers or friends.
Where were you when its the time you're suppose to be with me?
With your brothers or friends.

You aren't like this in the past..why?
The sense of insurcurity..its flowing back.
Drop by drop,
Bit by bit,
Night by night.

Did you lost your savour for me?
or
Did I lost the thing that attracts you?


What should I do now?
or
Shell I do nothing but watch this love fades away?



I'm just too scared of loosing you..don't you understand?
Yo Le Necesito

Pulverised Princess

Sunday, November 19, 2006 Y
7:43 PM
我可以 I Can
作词:林唯/蔡旻佑 作曲:蔡旻佑 编曲:洪信杰

寄 没有地址的信 Send a letter with no address
这样的情绪 有种距离 This kind of feeling, Has a distance
你 放著谁的歌曲 You're listening to who's songs?
是怎样的心情 能不能说给我听
What kind of feeling, Can share it with me?
雨 下得好安静 Rain, Pouring so quietly
是不是你 偷偷在哭泣 Is it you, Crying secretly
幸福 真的不容易 Happiness really don't come easy
在你的背景 有我爱你
In your life, There's me loving you

我可以 陪你去看星星 I can watch the stars with you
不用再多说明 我就要和你在一起 Don't need much saying, I just want to be with you
我不想 又再一次和你分离 I don't want to part with you ever again
我多么想每一次的美丽 是因为你
How I wish that my every shine is because of you.

寄 没有地址的信 Send a letter with no address
这样的情绪 有种距离 Ho-Oh Woo~ This kind of feeling, Has a distance
你 放著谁的歌曲 You're listening to who's songs?
是怎样的心情 能不能说给我听 What kind of feeling, Can share it with me?
雨 下得好安静 Rain, Pouring so quietly
是不是你 偷偷在哭泣 Oh~ Is it you, Crying secretly
幸福 它真的不容易 Happiness really don't come easy
在你的背景 有我爱你 In your life, There's me loving you

我可以 陪你去看星星 I can watch the stars with you
不用再多说明 我就要和你在一起 Don't need much saying, I just want to be with you
我不想 又再一次和你分离 I don't want to part with you ever again
我多么想每一次的美丽 是因为你 How I wish that my every shine is because of you.
Ho~ Woo

我可以 陪你去看星星
I can watch the stars with you
不用再多说明 我就要和你在一起 Don't need much saying, I just want to be with you
我不想 又再一次和你分离 I don't want to part with you ever again
我多么想每一次的美丽 是因为你 How I wish that my every shine is because of you.
Ho-Oh






My boyfriend and I used to watch the stars until the day almost break once everyweek. Now, its been months since we last went to watch the stars shine. I missed those days. I'm feeling a little distance away from him everyday by day. Maybe I'm thinking too much, but I can't bear to see him waving goodbye to me everytime. I missed him alot. He always said that he would spend the night at my house but most of the time he won't. I felt so cheated...why?

Pulverised Princess

Sunday, November 12, 2006 Y
12:59 PM
I just read Tammi's blog. Wait..do you know that she has a blog? haha. Anyway, I saw her latest update, 12 Nov2006. She wrote about her experience on the train when she met a little malay girl. They both smiled at each other. blah blah blah blah... Moral of the story is that the little malay complimanted on her looks. She felt great. She don't mind if a adult were to tell her how ugly she was but a child telling her how pretty she was.

She had many people criticizing her after the NYP Sex Scandal. Many said that she is ugly, small boobs, etc. But thats the way she is what. No plastic surgeries, botox but her true self. No PLASTIC BARBIE DOLL look alike. Moreover its her phone that was stolen, why no one came out and point some wrong at the stealer? She was a victim. So what if people had sex, its their own problem. In the era, many are starting to get involved even before their hair have finish growing..Anyway, its great to see her becoming stronger.

Last week, when I was on my way to meet my boyfriend and his friends, a little girl and her brother was playing at the staircase and corridor I happen to pass by. The little girl shouted "Cantik seh!!" and than the same thing again to her brother. The brother turned and look at me. He didn't said anything. Just that the little girl about the age of 7 kept on saying "Cantik" (which means pretty in malay) until almost she couldn't see me. Than she shouted goodbye to me. I bid goodbye back to her and she said "see you later!!". PS: I was walking down the stairs that time. haha, I couldn't stop smiling that day. She really made my day.

Yup, I also wouldn't mind a adult saying that I'm not good looking but a child saying how pretty I am. You see, adults' eyes are polluted in some ways or another but a child's eyes? Through their innocent eyes they see natural beauty, not those with heavy make up and fanciful clothes.

Pulverised Princess

Wednesday, November 01, 2006 Y
11:02 AM
Last night I didn't really sleep well. I got weird dream again. I dreamt about going back to my kampong than don't know what...coming back to singapore again. On the way to singapore, I saw a graveyard. Quite alot of corpses, unburried. Those Japanese soldiors from WW2. But the corpses was not badly decomposed. Weird, Than I saw one chinese corpse too and 3 Jap lying around it. And further away, some people are digging the graves...don't know what they are up to. Must be to some evil. Anyway, its just weird lah, old kampong, corpses..

Before I sleep, I went to 7-11 to but canned iced mocha and vitamilk. Went to look for my boy without knowing where is he. Met him than we went to find a place sat down and talked abit. After that went back to my blk. Wanted to look at the stars but the haze is still here so no stars. Went to watch night scenery of my area instead. From ground floor took lift all the way up to 20th. Its very scary for me as I have phobia of heights. I stood a distant away from the railing and looked far away. Its amazing, cars going by so small, so quiet and so windy. Orange street lights shining the deserted road. But my legs are trembling so got to get down fast. Walked back to the lift adn took to 4th floor and went back to the house on 5th floor. The view was so different! 5th floor, I can't see far as the other buildings are in the way, not as windy and quiet too. I love the 20th floor actually. Maybe its a new place to go late at night. A new place for me sink into my deep thoughts and relax perhaps....

Pulverised Princess

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