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Monday, January 15, 2007
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12:24 AM
Its the IVP selection on wednesday. This coming Wednesday. I really want to kick some butt, learn something. I'm gonna be a black belt soon and yet I've learn too little on sparring. I don't want to be a useless black belt holder who sucks in fight. I want some achievement before I get black belt and after getting black belt. I want to know how to fight!! Be a good fighter, though not the best...
But whenever I think about IVP and the coming selection on wednesday I'm kind of scared. I've yet master the basic. My everything is in a mess. My turning kick hit the albow, my pain, my loose. Its the basic. And for my weight 40kg, its a must to have stamina and speed. I don't really have both. Fighting experience...I'm lack of it too. The competition is drawing near day by day. I do not have much time to train. If I were to fight in this IVP, it'll be a tough one. I'm lack of alot of things and the belt level I'm fighting is brown. Which allows fighters to kick opponent's head. I've never kicked head before. I'm so lack of everything.
I'm in such a mess now. I should really plan for my future.. ='(
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