I'm not sure about the IVP. I don't have confident actually. It'll be my first taekwondo competition if I'm in. Besides ever since I fell sick the whole of July last year, I've been weak. Very weak. I'll tend to fall sick easily. I wish that my mom will buy me some more fruits. Eat well and sleep well. At night, I must sleep no matter what. I'm still sleeping late though my school term has started. sigh..I've been complaining tired in the day and yet I can't sleep at night. weirdo.
I told my boyfriend that maybe I'm going for IVP. I thought he would encourage me but he didn't and sounded so demoralising. If he would encourage me I'll be so happy. Anyway, I dount those close to me will encourage me. They don't have faith in me I don't have faith in myself either.
If I were to train for IVP, my boyfriend will complain. He'll say I always run so far to train (boon lay-Simei, Boon lay-hougang, etc), always get bruises and than say pain here pain there, less time with him. I know I know, but I'm training for competition, I'm bound to have less time for him. Hope that He'll understand. last time he usd to train everyday too. Sometimes, he just sound like a baddy. lolx. I really want some achivements. He had his which he denied those were his achivments. Maybe our point of view is different.
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