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Sunday, February 11, 2007 Y
1:05 AM
My mom scolds me for not doing the houseworks. YET I went to help my friend paint his house. I'm really beginning to wonder whats wrong with these people...or me.

- My mom don't know why I hate doing housework at home.
Because whether I do or not, she'll find faults in me.
In a world of make Believe who don't believe in me....
- My sister don't know what I trying to tell her at times.
Please listen to me.
- My brother don't know how much I cares for him.
Share me with me. I'll always try to help in everyway I can.
- My dad don't know how much I really really really want to see him every morning.
Come back home daddy.
- My boyfriend don't know how dearly I miss those nights sitting under the stars with macdonald's happy meal...with him.
I want to relive the happy moments
- The school don't understands why my NITEC can get GPA of 3.5 where else in Higher NITEC i can get only 1.6.
My current CA don't give me enough encouragments.
- My ITE schoolamtes don't know my past.
Do they even care?
- My ex schoomates don't know how hard I try to make them happy.
Who cares..
- My taekwondo-mates don't know I've lost interest in tkd.


Anyway, I don't think anyone could know me inside out unside down. Sometimes I wish that I can understand myself better. Open up myself so thoe around me could know what I need. But reality makes it difficult to do so. If I open myself up and welcome whoever, I'll get stabbed in the back. This happened before. Thats why I seldom talk much since than. Noticed? I bet you didn't. My temper is hot lately, so its better to stay away from me..as far as possible. =(
My stupid sister want to use the computer already. Goodnight.

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