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Wednesday, May 23, 2007
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12:01 AM
I thought my blogger spoilt. For quite some time, I couldn't change my font colours, size, etc. haha! Anyway, its ok now.
Tonight's entry I just want to talk about whats happeneing between my boyfriend and I. I never believed in FOREVER. There is no such thing is forever the closest thing I believe in is just AS LONG AS POSSIBLE. I just the past really had a great impact to my future. I have this bad habit of being especially pessimistic alone at night. lol! I tried my best to quit this bad habit, but still to no avail yet. okok, I'm going side track already. Back back..that time my boyfriend ditched me but later we got back together. We had problems and stress too. And we both have trouble handling those things properly. Sometimes I just can't stand his temper and him being unreasonable. And he can't stand me nagging at him. He get jealouse easily (sometime it really irritates me alot), hot tempered, and definately not a spendthrieft person...complaining about how broke he is everyday. Can't afford to buy what I want ( he promised) for me. He loves to stay indoor and sleeps his time away, what a waste. For me, I love outdoors (thats why I got more guy friends than girls), when I want to save money to buy something I could definately do so in a period of time including regular pocket money. Anyway, we had our differences.
That time when we first got back together, he told me that he'll treat me better. Not shoutting at me, accompany me to many places. At first he did what what he said but as time passes by, he slowly changes. I've got a feeling that sometimes he just took me for granted. Sometimes only!
Sigh..now, he is still alright. One thing I don't understand about him is that why is he feeling so fatigue so easily? Everyday he'll just say that he is tired, want to sleep. I feel kind of bored. When he is with him buddies, he won't complain that much. I'm just nothing with we went out with his buddies, so boring. Where is your youth deary?
Actually I don't ask for much in this relationship. Just for him to
manage his finance better,
cut down on the complains about everyone around him,
get his youth back (more energetic please,he is not a 70 year old man),
and face life with a smile.
Most of the times I often tries to tell him things aren't always so complicated. A simple thing infront of the eye, he would always complicate it. I love him.
