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Monday, May 07, 2007 Y
11:21 PM
This morning went to the polyclinic to consult the doctor about my allergy and the thyroid thinggy. Everything my mom and I do has to que! So bloody long somemore. And in the afternoon my mom has a appointment with the hospital. Anyway, qued and done everything, went home collect some stuff and tok cab to meet my da at clementi. From there he drove us the NUH. We searched the place for the stupid radiothrepy department. So difficult to get to.

But after all the trouble the doctor want to talk to my dad and me (I happenend to be there) about my mom, why is she referred here and things. Its a bad news..my mom is diagnosed with cancer! I felt as though a big big rock just dropped from the sky onto my heart upon hearing this from the doctor. I'm kind of scared. The cancer has already reaches the 3rd stage already..so the faster we start the treatment the better. But its so damn expensive!! If we can't afford the medical fees here my mom will have to go back malaysia to recieve her treatment (which I don't know how much, at least cheaper than sg)!

I think will cost about
(11,000.00 x 2) ++ SGD

There will be 33 sessions. And before the 33 sessions of treatment, My mom still has to go for full body check up to see if the cancerous cells did spread to the other places..(please don't spread!!)

I don't know..now I totally got no mood to type so much. Please may it be better. At least let me be pink in health so my part of medical fee could be used on my mom's..oh my goodness! I doubt not many people goes through this....why does it have to be my family!!! I know I used to be unhappy about my family, this and that..but also not to the extent that I wish them dead!!! GRRRRR~~~!!! I'M SO STRESSED OUT! SOS!!!

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