Monday, May 14, 2007
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8:10 PM
When was the last time you hugged your parents? For me, I've long forgotten how it felt like already. My mom knew that she might loose her life. So she asked for a hug from me..for merely a minute, I felt so warmth, loved, protected and also sence of insecurity. Than I felt like crying..but I couldn't. I don't want to let her see me crying. She'll break down with me. Sigh..I know. All I could do now is spend more time with her and treasure those times. Don't make her angry, please her as much as possible. Supporting her too.
I can't live without her..I felt so remorseful. Even now as I type this entry, I'm tring my best to hold my tears in. Actually up til now, I still can't except the fact that she is disgnosed with cancer. I JUST CAN'T! I'm going to be crushed down by stress...a listening ear and shoulder to cry on needed badly.
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