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Sunday, June 24, 2007
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8:13 PM
She called while I'm busy putting together all the important documents and stuff, trying my best to reach my dad's handphone. She is in the way, I'm busy. She shouted as if she knew everything. She don't know why I fell asleep, how tired it is to go hospital everyday and do nothing but wait, travel such long journey home, go out buy dinner alone, do houseworks, etc. SHE NEVER KNEW. WHAT IS WRONG WITH HER?!
Sent my mom to hospital, she ah..keep on reprimanding me in the cab on the way there! NON STOP MACHINE GUN. She is nto as if alot older than me or what. JUST A FEW MONTHS, NOT EVEN A YEAR. DAMN! She has no right to reprimand me that much. She don't even know when my mom had her chemo. She don't even know if my mom is allergic to any medicine. When the nurses ask us my mom's information (drug allgery, which doctor in charge of her radio and chemo, when is the treatments, etc), she just kept quiet. ONLY THAN SHE IS QUIET. fuck. so very angry. I hate her yelling at me. Its not my fault for being so tired. I didn't ask to be that tired. sigh..i'm so fatigue. I just want to lie dead on my bed. No, I just want to get myself drunk, fall deep asleep ignoring the world for one night...
