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Saturday, June 02, 2007
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10:58 PM
Today did almost nothing but sleep. I slept my whole evening away..from 3++ to 9.30pm. What a boring day. My cousin and auntie came over to visit us and stayed for a week. But I only went out with them for a day. LOL!! Don't know..kind of boring leh. I would rather walk alone..Somehow, we just don't have the kind of chemistry lah.
What to do? I'm a boring person with a attitude. My cousin ah...got my sister than don't need me already. They are now like best friends. I'm kind of jealous. haha!! My cousin claimed that she dotes me the most but hung out with my sister more. They went out without even aking me want to come along or not! This feeling totally sucks dude! The feeling of rejection. My sis seems to have everything i yearn to have. I simply hate her. lol
Everyone seems to be so boring suddenly. No one wants to go out..I hate staying at home. Sometimes I would rather go out for a walk near than staying at home. At home is just so boring! PLEASE WOULD SOMEONE JUST ASK ME OUT? haha.
Recently my boyfriend and I have been arguing alot. Next week is our first ANNIVERSARY! But we still fight verbally almost everyday. We fouhgt to the extend that I sometimes feel its so much better for us NOT TO BE TOGETHER ANYMORE. Totally no happiness, whats the point of being together? But I just loves him. =D Sigh..I'm just going nuts lately. Everything is just so boring now. HOW? I'm so loosing interesting in everything.
