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Sunday, June 17, 2007
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2:31 PM
Ever since that few weeks my house had a face lift, I could find my things. So fed up! Somethings until now I couldn't find. Like my VEET, bought at $10 used once only and it just got lost somewhere IN MY HOUSE. I hate people moving my things around. I'm messy, but at least I could find my things. Once everything is neat and tidy, my things just got lost. GrRrRrRR~~!!
Anyway, my darling girlfriend is coming over to my house later. haha!! So glad she is coming over. Than I don't need to leave the house and I could accompnay my mom too. My siblings is always out ah..so boring. I'm the only one at home always. Where is my freedom? My brother especially, went out everyday and only came home around mid night. Making my mom worry every night. So irritating. Tell him off, and he is not happy. Don't say him than my mom worry. Totally don't know what to do now.
Some other thing is that I don't know why my boyfriend is so ah pek these days. His life style is just so old! I can't stand him. I wish that he could get his youth back. I realised that we really has alot of differences. Eveyrthing he does not like doing I loves it like mad. I felt so controlled. He's acting like my another father. I hate this. I already don't have much freedom and yet I'm attached to another person who wants to control me. MY LIFE IS SUCH A BORE!!! Everytime things like these happenes, I feel like getting myself drunk and just throw my phone into the sea..so no one could find me. I want some night life, I'm NOT A HOMELY PERSON! I'm always thinking of gettin out of the house. No one understands me. I'm suffering for your happiness. And who could give me my happiness? Let me get myself drunk.
I love my mom.
I love my family.
I love my friends.
I love my girlfriend.
I love my boyfriend.
I love my family.
I love my friends.
I love my girlfriend.
I love my boyfriend.
